Hi Carson,and thanks for answering.Very Good vibrations from you,men,in this and other posts i read in the forum.
Yes,what you describe happens to me frecuently.I feel like being absorved by other people.I lose my centre frecuently.It has created lot of problems in my life,because i do things that i dont like really.This is called by others "lack of personality".
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I always have felt that others rule my life.Im always dominated by others (mens and womens).
I really feel in peace in loneliness.I love a great natural spaces outside the city and without people.I feel people hurt me...i take their feelings,toughts,and i begin to act like them.And then i run away from them.Is to dificult to me the stability in relations with riends,girlfriends,parents...society...
Etherfish is right what you talk about.You have experience in life i think,i thought about it,but its not easy for me puttig in to practice what you talk about.Its impossible being an island-man and strenght your self...
"You are "needing" them too much now, and that makes people act weird.". Thats the central problem too.I like to be alone,but when im with the others is difficult for me leave them after having a good time.In fact,i feel two different personalities inside me.One with the other,and the other personality alone.each They are very different(more in the past,now is balancing).Sometimes i feel i have some mental issue,but in the past i was in psyquiatrist for two months because i was wondering what happens inside me (and i had great depression and anxiety) and he didnt detected serious issues.Only "soft2 issues,like upset of personality,border-line...but noting serious like skizo or similar.
I think me (and Carson[
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I know all this problems carried me to yoga,and i know yoga will help me a lot in reaching my own peace in life.I was born for discover my real self.
Know,this problems are softer than in the past.Imagine how was my teenage...
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Thanks guys.