I have been contemplating this lying topic.
I am a liar and I have lied. It could be over something big in my personal/spiritual life or something like to the IRS.
I feel like a truthful person, but not really as I evaluate actions.
Just in a recent moment, as a sister is departing to journey home to the Carolinas from a four day visit, I was thinking of the closure. So as I was in the bathroom, I thought well I will tell her goodbye and give her a hug.
Well right then I knew I was lying. I didn't want to give her a hug. Then I thought how would she feel about a hug?
So I am making myself do some action I don't think that i really want to do and is not genuine.
I went ahead and created a bit of humor by announcing that we needed a group hug before she left, she stated she doesn't do group hugs. But I went over a gave her a hug anyway by myself. She did one of those barely grasping hugs...and meanwhile I give her a big squeeze and start really swaying in it....in the end she was laughing and the funny thing is that I felt uplifted a bit in what transpired.
I would not want to skim over this topic. I am glad someone has brought this topic up and at times I am evaluating at my discomfort about my lies,when, where, whom,how and why and watching thru out the day.
This is all I could share now.
Maybe I needed the hug after all.