This is very hard to explain, yesterday was thanksgiving, and I was with my family eating turkey. Well my cousin gave me a bowl of marijuana, I mentioned here that I haven't used it for months and never tried it since I started doing kundaini.
So I said, "Why not? I should try it and meditate". So did I and I heard warnings on not to mess with chakras and kundalini while using any type of mind-altering substance. This is what happened:
I started doing spinal breathing, for about 15-20 minutes I think. I felt my energy pretty damn strong so I decided to stop and do deep meditation to have inner silence. Now here is the part I don't understand, it felt like maybe it was Samadhi or something.
Suddenly my thoughts just stopped existing and I started to go into this deep trance, I can't explain it. It felt like my body was synchronizing to a rhythm, my torso started swaying left to right, or rocking slowly and very minimal. Then all of a sudden I started getting a vision of the snake, the coiled one with wings that is shown as the symbol and started seeing Lord Krishna or some deity.
Then my body got insanely hot and was orgasmic all over, my crown couldn't stop, I tried to stop it because it worries me, I don't know what would happen if I let go.
So it felt intense and my heart rate started going up really fast, my hands were getting orgasms. I tried to calm myself but even with the deep meditation I couldn't stop it fast so I got up and walked around the house, my muscle felt like they had tension and I had to move a lot, looked like a crackhead basically. It started creeping up again when I tried to sleep. Help me what should I do?
Oh and by the way, my spine felt hot afterwards on the back from my heart to my neck.
Now I'm sober but I still feel the sensation trying to come up through my spine, please help, you guys have been helpful. Should I let myself go? Ground myself?
Thanks I hope someone could help me I'm really worried.