When I don't AYP.....what happens

[Neesha]

When I don't jaap

the energies build up in my body........and my crown or head get tight

When I don't meditate

I am stressed........and don't experience peaceful feelings or any kind of bliss

When I don't pranayam........

the energies in my head don't ease up

When I don't prayer.......

I don't feel or  experience divine consciousness
I am not that psychic
I am more stressed......

When I don't do hawan offerings
my body is not at ease.....I feel extremely high(if you ever smoked a caribbean weed joint....tightness of the head high) and most times sleepy


What happens to you guys?

[Yoda]

I'd rather not find out!!![]

[Scott]

Interesting you brought this up, Neesha.  When I stopped doing practices (due to excess crown activity most likely) after things toned down, I noticed that the sensations in my body became a lot more pleasurable.  I would smile and laugh because of the good feelings coursing through my body.

May not be the case for everyone.

[Neesha]

Hey Scott,

Thanks for the info......but when I stop these things everything act up..........it seems as though it has gotten accustomed to all of this.....

I am in a position I cannot step down

As I was told there's no point of return......implying I am forced to be progressive whether I like it or not!

[Scott]

Do you not like it?

I wish for balance for you, Neesha.

[cosmic_troll]

quote:Originally posted by Neesha

I am in a position I cannot step down

As I was told there's no point of return...

Hi Neesha. I also realized recently that I've reached the point of no return. Life with these practices is so awesome that I don't want to go back to the way things were before. It wasn't a bad way to live, but life is just happier and more meaningful now. The red pill is rather tasty, isn't it?

When I don't practice, what happens to me is that I slip back into old ways. Particularly, I get more introverted to the point of being in my own world. I also become more antisocial, selfish, and feel kinda *bleh* all the time. Not really feeling bad, just indifferent and cold and robotic.

I hope you maintain your practices in a balanced way and get that ecstatic bliss going all the time. Peace

[Neesha]

hey man thanks ......

I was beginning to think I was the only one experiencing these things.......

For me this whole Yoga thing was not welcomed on my path at the beginning....

I grew to love it...now

I experience lots of ups and downs but nothing too detrimental to my health and well being......I guess the advantage of increasing your consciousness is knowing the driving pace and being aware of everything....so when "gears" are shifted I actually know whats going good or not for me....

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