There are very basic concepts about Kundalni that many people don't
understand, that cause a great deal of trouble, again and again.
Shakti-Kundalini is 1/2 of the One; the energy/matter aspect. Shiva
is the formless seed, which stirs her into activity.
Beyond duality, She and He are of course one.
That is commony known.
What is not commonly pondered, is that since all that exists
is formed within Her body, and that matter of all forms,
energy of all forms is "maya", that there are deep implications.
Now maya is misunderstood by many. I read a lesson by Yogani, and
I see he understands it perfectly. But I'll put it in my own words.
Maya IS "illusion", from one absolute perspective. But that doesn't
mean it isn't "real". It means that it is incomplete. It's like a
hologram. Cut off a bit of hologram, and what you get is a slightly
fuzzier hologram. The loss of informaton makes it less real; but
when viewed, you might not even notice the lack, unless you had
perfect senses and were outside of the hologram.
Since we cannot get "beyond" the hologram, except somewhat
through the silence, we are "trapped" by "illusion".
However this "illusion" is very real. The blood is very real.
What we do really matters. But it is just a piece of the big
picture.
But that doesn't mean anything negative. It just means that we
need to react properly to that type of environment.
Now back to kundalini.
Kundalini is energy/matter built from maya.
Say you live on dimensional layer 52 of 999999999999.
Why Kundalini has no choice, but to use energy/matter
of layer 52, in order to communicate with you!
It's really that simple.
Kundalini is the desire to express the divine via limitation,
which is inherent in ALL energy and matter.
Kundalini is both desire, and the medium that desire is expressed
within.
While awakening in an impure body, She is batsh*t crazy. She has no
choice but to be. She is already built out of maya, and then
you force her into knots with your impurity.
While we are so BLESSED when she awakens and leads us in the
direction of liberation.. she is also known as:
Kali, destroyer of worlds.
The maddness of the saints.
The light of the soul, before it has finished evolving.
The venomous serpent
The snake in the garden of eden
So many people want to listen to her babbling. Don't.
Even if you are 99% pure (which you aren't -- none of us
really are); still she will mislead you.
You cannot afford to listen to her. She IS DELUSION, when
inside of space/time.
The deep silence is the ony thing you can trust.. the deep
silence of the void.. which is WORDLESS.
But yet we must love her with all our hearts and minds
and will to live; our body is contructed of her. She is
the only one who can take us home. She is that important. She is
also bat-sh*t crazy.
She is like an autistic mother; she loves you ferociously; and
would never harm you on purpose; but her ways are her own,
due to who she is. (I had an autistic mother.. I mean no insult)
I hope this clears up somethings, for those who have been asking
me about this.
Kind Regards,
Kevin Cann