I'm beginning AYP practices and was wondering how many people here have had an awakening that was permanent, rather than an awakening that subsided and left a residue of the experience. If they have, I'd love to know how they obtained it, with Yogani's material, other material, or a combination / their own practice.
This is what I'm aiming for, and among all the practices I've researched this one seemed the most sensible. However, I'm worried about not obtaining a permanent awakening. I also wonder at times about the meditation portion of the practice and how this assists in the awakening itself, is it that it creates a space within which it can occur?
Also, I would like to know what effect love of others has on the awakening itself? Meaning, besides meditation and the breathing exercises I'm wondering what effect practicing unconditional love has on releasing what could be blockages on it's path, or whether the awakening itself is meant to release those blockages, or whether both assist in an integrated experience.
Thank you and thank you, Yogani, for the materials and efforts.
-James