Thank you all for your welcome but I'm not new to the forum it's just that I don't post very often.
I've been around since the beginning of the lessons last year and as I read your question about how the AYP forum looks to me now - it started me crying in gratefulness because it literaly saved my life.
When yogani first started the lessons I wrote to him and asked for his advice regarding my out of control kundalini and he replied to me personally and gave me help when I had reached the bottom...I felt I couldn't live any more with the experiences I was having.
To have someone finally give me practical advice instead of telling me to 'go with the flow' or just ignore me was the light at the end of the tunnel.
I know he wouldn't accept it...but I hold him in such high esteem and to me *he* is The Guru *smiles*
There has been many changes in my life since my becoming and now that it's all settling down I'm organising myself to start spreading the word of his forums and books. I can see so many opportunities where it can be passed on.....so many people that can be helped....
I must admit that I still feel very vulnerable and I'm learning to balance my emotions...this is why I cry as I think of the forum and the AYP lessons...
I've been feeling many new energies now that I don't have words to describe until if absorbs into me - or rises up from somewhere within...I've felt the energy of the stars...I've felt the energy of the cosmos...subtle and pure. Now I feel the energy of the AYPsite...its white and whole..and sits gently in my heart...
This is now a new energy as I sit and write these words..I've found the pattern is that it will take about 24 hours and then the words and comprehension of it will be clear....I'll post again if this happens..
It's all part of the 'newness'..another baby step *smie*
Amaargi
(Is there a spell check on this?)
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Originally posted by Sparkle
It's uplifting to read your wonderful account Anne, thank you, and welcome to the forum.
I recognise those feeling from a long time ago and just wondered, now that you are fresh in them, - how does the AYP system look to you in this regard? ![Smile [:)]](http://www.aypsite.com/plus-forum/Smileys/akyhne/icon_smile.gif)
Louis