I'm sad.
And kind of relieved at the same time..
Saturday night was another fight, and I'm over it. I don't want to be yelled and screamed at any more. This is not the relationship i want.
We have tried counselling, but he changes for a time,and then the old ways are back. There are too many issues. Unfortunate, as we had amazing chemistry together.
The problem is that his birthday party is on Saturday night. I haven't yet told him I am breaking it off with him. Today is our 2 year anniversary. I just can't tell him today, plus he sent a congratulatory SMS today for our 2 year anniversay.
The thing is i have invited a friend and a family member to his birthday party. The family member would be fine to go without me, but my friend doesnt know anyone except me , that will be at the party. Plus she already has her outfit.
My boyfriend and I were planning to pick up my outfit (its a themed birthday party) tomoz.
I am thinking of waiting till after his birthday party on saturday, to tell him, but i'm also considering telling him tomorrow instead. I do not know what to do, i just know I can no longer continue in this relationship.
I don't mind being friends with him, as long as he realizes that's all it will be.
Advice please???
Should I tell now or wait till after his party?? It's a big party and all his friends will be there.