Hi Kami
Just thought I'd add that as soon as my children became somewhat of age (around 3 years old)......I would make it a point to put in my second sitting while they were still up in the late afternoon or evening. I would do this whether my husband at the time was home or not. This way.....they very early on had to get used to mommy staying in her own room....not to be disturbed for 10-20 min. I explained to them what I was doing (or not-doing :-)....how important it was for my soul......and indirectly for their happiness with me as their mom :-) It took some effort to establish the routine....they would knock often in the beginning....I would say I was meditating and would be out of the room when I was done.....again and again this is the answer they got. But of course...if a serious fight broke out between them I would come out to mediate.....but it is amazing how kids....when they are by themselves in a safe setting...are able to work out most issues undisturbed by the parents. And 15-20 min is not eons :-)
Anyway.....after a while they got so used to my stubborness regarding this routine that they completely forgot the possibility of disturbing.
And when they grew older....if I lost my temper.....they would twinkle the eye and say: "Did you not meditate today, mom??"
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They have been - and still are - great teachers.
Of course there are many obstacles timewise anyway...all the driving to and fro.....shopping....parents meetings...helping with homework......housecleaning....catering....etc etc etc....no end to it....
But like Shanti says....if the
intention to meditate is strong, then you will find yourself attentive and alert to the smallest opportunity to sit. And it will simply come about.
I wish you all the best
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PS. There is nothing whatsoever wrong with your Bhakti
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