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maheswari

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an experience
« on: December 06, 2014, 07:57:43 PM »
last night, I felt very lonely, so I invoked Him.I am drawn to Lord Shiva.So He came, as we picture Him, wearing a cloth around his waist.Later on we were naked but He was far from me
I asked him: why are you so far? Dont leave me
He replied: I dont need to touch you.You can feel me from afar
i was able to feel him sexually
then tears started to run down my cheeks
He was surprised.He said: you can feel me so why the tears?
I found myself saying in an agitated way: I love You...I love You...God I love You..dont leave me
Then I noticed a picture of my Teacher hanging in front of my bed.He was a monk, his eyes were closed, peacefully meditating
Shiva was still in the background
I said: Swamiji I love You..I love You...God I love you..dont leave me
Then my tears stopped,my eyes fixed on the monk picture...and a deep silence came in ...

Charliedog

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« Reply #1 on: December 06, 2014, 08:29:27 PM »
Thank you for sharing...beautiful [OM][3]

Dogboy

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an experience
« Reply #2 on: December 06, 2014, 09:42:42 PM »
So dream-like so real, the transparencies aligned...you have everything and nothing at all; you have been blessed [3]

Ananda

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« Reply #3 on: December 06, 2014, 11:59:36 PM »
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Sparkle

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« Reply #4 on: December 07, 2014, 12:15:40 AM »
Beautiful thanks [3][/\]

Anima

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« Reply #5 on: December 07, 2014, 03:32:04 AM »
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