Hi Anthem and Shanti,
Thank you for sharing about these revolutionary changes that are happening in your lives. I experience changes along similar lines, though maybe not quite as dramatic. Maybe this starts to become a collective phenomenon when more and more are practicing AYP?
What I mostly experience is feeling more connected to everyone and anything I do because the inner silence is taking away a lot of previous concepts and noise going on in thoughts and emotions. The connectedness creates an urge to do what is the right thing, or true, even if it may mean some inconvenience, but that is not perceived very much as such. I just realized today that I will be courageous to just relax the mind and flow with the changes, instead of thinking about apparent contradictions with past concepts. I have agreed with myself that I will take any changes that may come on this path if it leads to God, or God realizing Himself/Herself through me, because that is what I want rather than my previous life and state of mediocrity.
Shanti, I believe that the apparent conflict you experience between a former view of yourself and your emerging true self, will dissipate once you let go and decide wholeheartedly that you will have the courage to be what is true regardless of what it takes. And, it is very inspiring to read about all the love you find in your life! All the best!