Okay, this is kind of weird, but lately I've been having all of these dreams that I was other people. I know that this isn't uncommon to believe in past lives, etc., (although I'm not convinced of my belief on this
yet - don't roll your eyes, yogani:
(kidding), but sometimes I need to be hit over the head with a sledge hammer:
). Anyway, these dreams have really really increased to the point that there isn't a night that goes by that I don't dream that I've been other people.
One night I'm a man in a the 18th century, complete with a wife and kids. A moment later, I'm a teenage girl having an ever so dramatic teen argument; later, I'm a little boy, then someone else. Usually there are successive dreams where I'm different people in one night.
Each day, within my perenium area, there has been like a very strong internal itching sensation, that's been increasing, to the point that I have to focus on this area and am compelled to press there when masturbating. I mean, really compelled, because it's so intense. And very gradually the ecstatic feelings have been increasing, climbing up my lower back.
Anyway, I know of the perineum area and ecstatic conductivity, but it's been increasing and there seems to be a connection to these dreams, or maybe there is a cleansing going on. I just don't understand why it's necessary to have snap shots of these past lives brought to my consciousness? Or do you think that they don't need to be brought to consciousness and I'm just tuning into the cleansing process when asleep?
VIL