Wanted to share some thoughts on self-pacing and possible causes of the shortening practice routine for some of us AYP practitioners.
I have recently noticed that a direct correlation to the shortening of my sitting practice routine is the amount of time spent firmly in the "here and now" throughout a given day.
Over the years, after experiences which lead to big jumps in awareness and more time present in the now, there has been a corresponding need for self-pacing and reducing time spent in each formal sitting practice session.
It is like automatic meditation outside of practices which happens spontaneously from mantra practice. All objects dissolve in what Is (That), and we are left "here and now" without distraction for lengthening periods of time throughout a day.
The "here and now" itself can be a misleading term, it is impossible to not be in the now, as there is only now, so technically, we are always here and now. So it is all about where the attention is, is it presently empowering the now, or is it off empowering and enlivening thoughts about the past or future?
The realization that there is only the here and now and even when we are off in thoughts, we are still here and now with those thoughts, created a big jump in natural meditation (not a conscious practice, but an automatic outcome) outside of practices for me and another shortening of my practice routine.
I anticipate once there is highly consistant 24/7 naturally occurring meditation outside of practices and the body catches up to that, there could be a lengthening of the capacity for AYP sitting practices......either that or no capacity for them at all, time will tell![
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